Still can't get a hold of Adam, so that's what three weeks now? Fuck him. I would say I still have Zeke but I'm not so sure. Why's everything got to be so fucking complicated?
I feel the urge to cut right now. But I'm not. Here's my spring break.. I went out once, last friday and had to be home at midnight. Woopedifuckin do.
I just need to go take a shower, tell my parents I'm going to Nicoles, buy a pack of ciggerrettes, and have some alone time for a little while.
Damnitt I want to cut.
FUCK. I can't.